Dis-Ease

 March 16, 2017

Lent – Season of Change

If only I knew what was happening inside me. I feel so ill at ease. Something isn’t right. Something needs to change.

I have so much–everything my heart ever desired. But it isn’t enough right now. Sorrow saturates my heart. I search for something–but what?

Anxiety, free floating fear that isn’t attached to anything, creeps into my being. If I could but name the fear, I might be free of it, but it remains nameless.

God, from whence this dis-ease? To what are you calling me? How am I to change?

O Lord, hear my prayer, and let my cry come to you. Hide not your face from me in the day of my distress. Incline your ear to me; in the day when I call, answer me speedily.  Psalm 102:2-3

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